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(Learned how to forget you)
sora. HARD HEAD. It ain't over yet. Listen
I got your number still memorized
Like we back in time, landlines in '99
You know you woulda made first on my Top 8
Now I see your Story and you're on top without me
In another life we were strangers
Tryna manifest a way to change what we both lost
So what's the option we want to hold,
Never knowing love at all, or living inside an almost?
You was acting cool down at AllWays
I could see that in you was a person with some flawed ways
If you had let me see you open up the floodgates
Damn, I would have drowned just so you could solve your one ache
I was on my own journey, looking for companionship
Savage in the past, trying to heal my own damages
You were testing my emotional stamina
But I was putting work in to show that I could handle ya
What's it gonna take for you to see from my entire view?
That I ain't better off minus you
That I'mma stay down for you in every way
Always gonna get light even when ya feel a heavy weight now
If you really over it and wanna press play
I got four wards worth of juvies to embrace
You know I'm here for you if your mind change
Add it up, my digits is the same
Eyes wide open, couldn’t sleep last night
Got you running ‘round in my mind
Still, my heart is mending slow
And I try to let it go
But sometimes the space between us
Swallows me whole, oh
Memories got me falling over and over
Trying to cover the flames, but I burn white hot when you come closer
Kill me with every touch
But I wake up, and it’s never enough
And I fall over and over, and over
Over you
Over and over, yeah, we’re over and done
Break a million little pieces down to one
I don’t know how to hold you when you just wanna run
Still I know, I can’t let you go
(Kill me with every touch) I was livin' in a world of misery by design
(But I wake up, and it's never enough) Nothing left of my intention, anxiety overdrive
(Kill me with every touch) Wanna feel my heart expand and my blood pressure rise
And I fall over and over, and over
Over you
(Over and over, yeah, we’re over and done
Break a million little pieces down to one)
(All my thoughts rushed in at once
Didn't think it would be this tough)
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Catch, release, yeah, it tasted sweet for a moment
No relief when the night’s gone, and the day’s come
Thought that you and I would last forever
But our time is up, the love is gone
No relief when I said goodbye
I miss calling you “babe”, I miss calling you mine
Now I can’t even call you up, nothing but dead air on the line
Felt it in my shadows, bursting at the seams
All that’s left for me to do is
stop the dream
Stop, repeat, we keep doing this over
No us, no we, but i burn white hot when you come over
I’m putting you on ice don’t come any closer
When I need to cry you I don't want your shoulder
Head and a heartache, a love hangover
I think I need a break so that I can get sober
When we first met, it was love at first romance
Held me in your arms in our very first slow dance
Thought you were the one, but I’ve got to come clean
Only one thing to do, it’s
stop the dream
It ain’t happening, happening no more
Nine years, and it’s finally over
Another day, we’d be lost in the blur
Trying to save what’s left of us now
Wish we had a better ending
But still, thanks for the memories
Now it’s time for us to take a bow
stop the dream
Ending Scene
Set me free
All that's left to say is goodbye
I miss calling you “babe”, I miss calling you mine
Now I can’t even call you up, nothing but dead air on the line
Felt it in my shadows, bursting at the seams
All that’s left for me to do is
stop the dream
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